I swear i have a nervousness problem because when it gets late at night i tend to over think and begin to freak out. Then i can not calm down and i am up the whole entire night freaking out thinking “what if” and “it can happen to anyone”. I always think that someone is trying to get me or someone is going to break in. I don’t understand why i feel this way. I am also constantly having nightmares about people taking me and such. I HATE it. I don’t understand where any of this is coming from because i used to be so brave. But now everytime someone drives by late at night or i hear a noise i freak out so bad. Like i get nauseas i feel extremely tense,i tremble,lose my breath,and feel restless. WHY!! :// i just want to feel safe and sound. I seriously need to see someone and get this taken care of -____- Way to much forensic files and watching nancy grace. and FUCK YOU ID!!!!really.
(Source: louderthanchrissy)
